one of them days

dontcha wish you could tell people whats really in yer heart via telapathic communication?
maybe it works, maybe some folks just dont listen ?
I wish people were clear like plastic- cut through all the bullshit, they would know your sincere, and know when others are evil.
Feeling bad today about some people feeding people I know crap and being unable to defend myself.
Women are the worst enemies to have..well,maybe besides Donald Trump, I'm sure he's greedy and mean.
They say the 1st will be last and the last will be 1st,
like ..when!?
sometimes it makes me doubt if God gives a crap about us little folks.
Some of us just get more misery than we should- what the hell is up /w/ that?
Hell /w/ mansions of gold and all- I want love and respect now!,
then I would live in a tumble down yurt when I get to the pearlie gates- cuz we're gonna be happy anyway? , right, thats what they say.
I guess I should seek enlightenment through some other sourse thn the bullshit religions that advrtise in the phone books.
Went to a Cahtoloc festival the other night- it was all about gambling, even liberal me knows that is wrong, sheesh.
Do we all wonder this stuff?

why are we always in the dark about things?