assertivness

Where has it got me?
well, divorced for one!
but that is unregretable, when I asserted myself at work, I got shuffled around to stay out of certain brown nosers way,
Hows a person to escape these days?!
cant even afford the gas.
sucks on ice.
I long for adventure, I see folks more sedentary or unfortunate than me- and think ,"Yikes!" how do they do it?, how many kinda folks do ya think there are ?
, some are just wired different, how else can ya explain that there are toll booth workers, insurance salesmen, Amway people,
proctoligists,
foot Drs, housewives,
people who work at a Vets and express the anal glands on dogs,
restroom cleaners in bars,
but for the grace of God go I?
My sister says we're the product of a Geek marriage, that may explain my want for MORE, not more stuff, more life! more color, more words, art, love,tastes,sights, passion,
Do qwe all? some folks just go home, and watch tv, I'd rather go to jail!
I need a BIG project- any suggestions?